Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Idling Along

It's been a while since my bulldozer 'spoke'. Over the past 3 months or so, my bulldozer has been idling along. Moving, but not with purpose. Moving, but not consciously. Moving.

You know when sometimes you don't even realise what's changed because it's not enormously dramatic and life changing? But here I am, months along the line, having moved unconsciously. It's great that my bulldozer knows me so well that she just keeps moving, even when I am not really 'at the controls'.

And now I'm starting to wake up and see where I'm driving again, ready to become a conscious driver...and noticing that life moved along quite nicely without my interference. I wonder if I could become conscious and be a gentle driver of my bulldozer...or will I go back to my aggressive driving style and keep crashing again?

Perhaps gentler would be quicker?

Love

Donna.x

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